suGar and sPices.wiTh a dash of PePperMinT.

::shuffle mode::

1. HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?
- Hand in my pocket [Alanis Morissete]

Comment/Retort: "when it all comes down to,everything's gonna be fine,fine,fine, cuz i got one hand in my pocket and the other one is giving a high five" ok..so,that would mean that i have a really positive outlook on life today. :)

2. WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?
- Goodnight and go [Imogen Heap]

Comment/Retort: heyy, what's that suppose to mean??!kirenye mcm saying "don't bother asking.not worth it??" macam tu ke??cisscissciss!like i sed in my previous blog-screw you!

3. HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?
- You Learn [Alanis Morissete]

Comment/Retort: oh yess.you definitely have to learn me to know me~~

4. WILL YOU GET MARRIED?
- Falls apart [Sugar Ray]

Comment/Retort: aAaaAAHhhhH!!!!No frikking wayyy!!ok.so if my marriage falls apart,can i keep the house,the jaguar and the holiday home??(haha!)

5. WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIENDS' THEME SONG?
- I wish you love [Joe Gilberto]

Comment/Retort: Awww.that's just so sweet.see,we super-sayang each other! :)

6. WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?
- Where does the good go [Tegan and Sara]

Comment/Retort: ooh.ok, so the story of my life is searching for all the goodness of the world?  but uh,that's a bit too idealistic.why search and not initiate the good myself?sheesh.

7. WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?
- Reason why [Rachael Yamagata]

Comment/Retort: "I think about how it might have been...But you only wanted me
The way you wanted me.." heh,that pretty much sums high school.

8. HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?
- Across the universe [Rufus Wainwright]

Comment/Retort: oh wow.i do want to travel the world.^_^

9. WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?
- Flowers in the window [Travis]

Comment/Retort: oh yess.they do blooms up the heart. =D

10. WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?
- Sgt. Peppers lonely heart [The beatles]

Comment/Retort: uuuuuu!is that a person or the musical?? :O

11. DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?
- Waiting on the world to change [John Mayer]

Comment/Retort: still waiting.

12. HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?
- Dancing in the moonlight [Toploader]

Comment/Retort:"dancing in the moonlight, everybody is feeling warm and right.."  not bad eh?

13. WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
-  To the faithful departed [Cranberries]

Comment/Retort: oh wow!seriously?? Cool! don't skip the yassin though ok?(heh :D)

14. HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?
- As you wish [Aqueduct]

Comment/Retort: "Good nite, sleep well,I'll probably kill you in the morning,
But for tonite..." hadoiiii.i'm not that kejam ok!!!

15. WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?
- City of angels [rhcp]

Comment/Retort: well, hey, that says a lot doesn't it?haha

16. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?
- Could it be any harder [The Calling]

Comment/Retort: What's that suppose to mean???that i'm hard to know ke??..or (god forbid) being friends with me is hard?

17. DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?
- Even so [Rachael Yamagata]

Comment/Retort: oho!~i'll leave it at that :)

18. HOW CAN YOU MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY?
- Stand by me [Oasis]

Comment/Retort:  oh yeah,stand by me and that'll make me pretty damn happy. =)

19. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?
- Calling all angels [train]

Comment/Retort: that sounds plain crazy...~,~

20. WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?
- Signed,sealed,delivered [blue/stevie wonder]

Comment/Retort: ok.shit.this answer makes it seems like i can't wait to have children.scaaary.

21. WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?
- Bittersweet symphony [The Verve]

Comment/Retort: hahaha.sangatlah unsexy!

22. IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

- Life for rent [dido]

Comment/Retort: "if my life is for rent, and i don't learn to buy,well i deserve nothing more than i get, cuz nothing i have is truly mine" err..does that mean i'd offer to BUY the candy instead??sheesh.

23. WHAT DOES YOUR MOM THINK OF YOU?

- Don't know why [Norah Jones]

Comment/Retort: You mean i was an accidental baby?? okkk.fine.i can live with that.sob.

24. WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?
- Wish i [Jem]

Comment/Retort: hah! my secret wishes...

25. WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?
- Sugar pie,Honey bunch [Temptations]

Comment/Retort: Whaaat???? ade ke...

26. WHAT IS YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?
- I eat dinner (when the hunger's gone) [rufus wainwright/dido]

Comment/Retort: cisss.this is soo...bridget jones-y.now i figured why i've never succeeded in the skinny department. +_~

27. WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?
- Way back into love [hugh grant/haley bennet]

Comment/Retort: it's my wedding and i need to find a way back into love already???haih,no wonder my marriage 'falls apart' =P

Okay, so what did we gather from here?

I was an accidental baby with secret wishes-and that had probably leave a deep emotional dent in me which probably results in me being a complete freak- trying to call all angels, offering to buy candies from strangers in vans and all.Maybe that would also explain my eccentric choice of movie/men (depends on your interpretations of sgt pepper's lonely heart).

i'm also the sort of person who eats dinner when the hunger's gone and whose marriage will fall apart although i can't wait to have children (ick), this is probably because i'm hard to get to know and my husband's too lazy to learn me, but i suspect that it's mostly because he lives in a constant fear that i'd chop him into pieces while he's asleep (refer to retort number 14).oh, and i'm also the sort of person who strips to the verve's bittersweet symphony and whose theme song for mortal enemy is sugar pie,honey bunch (awww.)

but all in all,despite the answer to my 'how far will u get in life' being goodnight and go,judging from the way that i'd get ahead in life across the universe and the way my life's going currently, (dancing in the moonlight) i'd say that i'll live a pretty happy-filled-with-angels life :D

::old and new::

pour moi,the biggest difference of hanging out with old friends and the new ones lies in the after-effect.

with new friends, i'd hang out, laugh about things, jokes, tease each other, spread the latest gossip, and if i like them, i'll have a really good time.and feel good about it.

but. because they are new to me, or rather, I am new them, i'd spend the night lying in bed and staying up late-replaying every conversations in my head.breaking them apart, trying to read between the lines, the facial expressions, the body languages.-in short, analysing and over-analysing everything.in the end i won't feel so good anymore.

with old friends,i'd hang out, laugh about things, joke, tease each other, spread the latest gossip, have a really good time and feel good about it.

and because they're are old friends, i won't need to worry about impressing them because i know that they had long accepted me for who i am. so, even when i lie in bed at night, there won't be any analysing.thus, i'll sleep smiling.

haih.to those whom this may concern,and i take u know who u r, 

.....i miss u so so muchh.and then some.

:D

::because this one,i really like::

hhah.practice laaa,class laaa,gi sacc+alam sentral+pkns,and..practice again+trying on dresses.all together today is very tiring.seriously.especially after the late night last night and the way in which i woke up this morning (dah lambat and gile rush okk!) but but but....

i bought a new pair of heels!~~~~ :D

andd the best part is,,,
i still think the heels are quite cool even when i tried it out at home~~hahaaaa.

JOYYYY!~~~~

kinky no? hohoho.

i.am.deliriously.euphoric.


ohh.i like.i like.i like. :D :D :D

ps: haida.if u're reading this,don't mention the heels to mak and ayah,at least not until next month.i'm serious.+_+

pps: terima kasih ayin dan atok!~~ ^_^

::ramblings lagi::

This post was about yesterday.

yesterday's word of the day was screw.

screw /skru/ (screws,screwing,screwed).

screw, ppl, as u know it, have multiple meanings.Aside from screw, the tool,and a couple of other meanings which i do not wish to get into, it can also be used by people in expressions to show contempt. such example is:

"screw you-lah minah.shit.i can't stand you.conceited,hypocrite,acnes and all."

on the other hand, to screw something up, or to screw up, means to cause something to fail or be spoiled.

e.g: i think i screwed up the e-commerce paper yesterday.

sheesh. =D

::bingung::

"all is for the best in the best of all possible worlds"

well, Voltaire sir,now i get why u challenged that notion.

cuz seriously.i dont get it.what does madrigals,motets and estampie and co. have got to do with medicins sans frontiers??

heck.i've never even heard of those words before.which is precisely why i have to go back to memorising.(ick!!) +_+

::not in the mood::

nofrikking classroom was like a frikking construction site with brick dust all around.and it RUINED my heels!!!

the blue heels is now officially--dull and dirty brownish blue.kotor okk!and its one of those impossibly tough stains pulak tu!

i was not in the mood for the rest of the evening.and everytime i accidently ter-glance at the heels.

yes.shoes can have significant effect on my mood.

::about a roomate::

a few months ago...

ayin and me were talking and someone said something funny.

me:*laughs my heart out*
ayin:*laughs her heart out*

suddenly, slap!!
me: Ouch!!!! ayin!!! did u just pukul me???
ayin: buddyyy....tak sengaje...!!sorry! sorry! sorry!!i'm soorryy~~

a few hours later,there's a blue bruise at my peha.

Last month...
-while watching jangan pandang belakang-

i was holding ayin's hand and both of us were paying full attention to the screen.then comes the scary part of the movie.

me: shiiit....*makes small sounds that girls makes when watching horror movies*
ayin:*makes small sounds of her own*
me:*more squeals and more sque-the second squeal stops in mid air when the grip on hand tightens. real tight.*

me:ayin, u grip tangan i ni.
ayin:*oblivious*
me:ayin!!sakit!!
ayin:*oblivious*
me:ayin!
ayin:*oblivious.still*
me:ayin!!!!!
ayin: wha-?oh, sorry buddy.sorryyyyy.i x sedar!!!

me:*hand hurts like hell*

-while window shopping at subang parade-

me: jom, kite nak makan kat mane??dave deli ke..or uncle lim's?
ayin:uncle lim's la jom? *tugging at the pendant of d beaded keychain on my purse*
me:ok jom.
ayin: *still tugging the pendant*
me and ayin:*walks towards uncle lim*
ayin:*hands flew to side in one quick move*
me:*feels a quick final tug.catches the movement thru the corner of d eye.*
ayin:*straight face*
me:*looks down at the purse*..ayin!!you just tercabutkan d pendant of my keychain okk!!!!!!
ayin:*sheepish look*
us:Laughs!~~

Just Now.

me:*enters sya's room holding a mug of green tea, the tea label hanging loosely on a string*
ayin and sya:*sitting on the bed, talking*
me:korannggg~~
sya:hii~~
ayin:youuuu~~~*while tugging the green tea label and accidentally spill some of  the tea*
me:aaaaa,alamak,tumpah.tumpah!~
ayin:*quickly drops the label and reach for the tissue box nearby*
me:*looks down.the tea label and the string is now IN my green tea*

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i think i'm sharing a room with a talking,walking,breathing,living hazard. +_+

::in between pictures::

...because the night was irresistably breezy.

because the view was great...

...because we were attracted to the lights like insects would be attracted to them

because we welcomed the drizzling rain...

because the night was simply beautiful and we didn't want to go back just yet...

because even if its seroja.just seroja.and the pictures were captured with the skill of an eleven year old, we were so happy so...

beautiful, beautiful night.~  :D

::perception::

as time passes, i find u less and less intriguing.

and mommy used to say perception changes with time.

haih.no wonder.

::colloquialism::

whoever says 'go have intercourse with yourself' rather than 'go fuck yourself'...??

funny.